nothing but gratitude

i guess i just have to write this down though it's been a very long time

the good thing did happen the next day ... not at 11 as promised but at 7
perhaps 7 is the new 11 ^___^
or simply it might be 11 somewhere else on the globe though it's not in mine
well, whatever the reason is, miracle does take place once in a while
oops, in my case, it's quite often actually
just got e-mail from london yesterday that i'm accepted!!!
and without interview ... isn't it cool or what?
(i know a friend of mine who will gladly answer: "what" =P )

but really, i was scared to death about this PhD interview
i know i depend on my writing skill more than my speaking
coz naturally im just a pathetic speaker =(
and i knew that i didn't know that much, actually
so i knew that it's gonna take lots and lotsa miracle to help me pass the interview

and i waited forever to be sent my interview schedule
nothing came ...

then this e-mail arrived and i was told that the interview was not even necessary
they have decided to accept me - just like that ...
... oh God
of course not coz my proposal is super brilliant or anything in the line =P
but coz a lecturer there had helped me revise my proposal and given me a very generous reference
then they assumed that it's equal to an interview
but the fact is she never interviewed me, she was the one who gave me the answers to my questions

so when i read the e-mail yesterday, i got speechless
"God ... it's way too good."
then i started to cry
and my heart is so full of gratitude to Him that it almost bursts
nothing but gratitude ...
and on my way home, the evening sky was as red as fire -literally- so beautiful that i had no choice but to stop at the little nook near the airport and watched the floating red clouds and the amazing blend of colours in the sky and waited till everything grew dark

i know He's just been celebrating with me ^___^